I just really feel very bad about not updating much, but I really don't know what to do when artblocks come or I just have a really lousy mood about everything I do...

I guess there ARE a few decent pieces in my latest sketchbook, but I don't really think it's... worth posting..?! it's all really messy, out of proportion, and all that. Plus, the style's going Shoujo due to the influence of Shoujo manga Otomen. (OMGILUBASUKACHA~N) Somebody strike that for me.

Moving on, though, I'm updating a lot moar on wordpress now, I think. But since school's started, I don't think that'll be quite as possible.... Either way, nobody reads this nor my wordpress site, right?!

I have an inferiority complex that goes on and off. I'm sorry, but that's me. I also have the idea that I find more weaknesses than strengths of myself each day. Or maybe it's just my pessimism.


PS. It seems YouTube has been a successful advertisement of my vid for EOY, lol. I mean, it can't be that no one else posted such a video, can it?! lots of comments, haha.


PPS. Never be a Pessimist or Escapist by choice. You will turn up like me. (Then again, it IS a choice of your view on life, but I really don't seem to know how to get myself out of it. Ever. Animu, anyone?)